My mind is all jumbled up and I can't focus on anything I swear. When I pray I feel like I'm just saying words, when I read the scriptures I feel like I’m just reading words. I feel like I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing. When I try to focus on these things I have a hard time. I don't really think I'm thinking about other things, just nothingness.
Thursday we had EMS training in St. George that totally went over my head, that's when I feel like the fog came into my mind. Brenden picked up a dirt bike for Ryan for his birthday. We found a really good deal on one for $750, and it's in really good condition. That night when we got back I decorated Ryan’s locker with candy and on the front of it said happy birthday Ryan 13!
Yah, he's a teenager, holy cow! We didn’t do anything for their birthdays, Brenden and Ryan’s.
Saturday we were having a family fast so we can sell the cabin. Saturday was also the day that Basketball started. Jack started at 9, Ryan had a practice game at 10, and Cole had a game at 12:30. While I went to all the games, Brenden stayed home and worked on the outside of the house. He got one side completely done!
Right after Coles' game I headed for St. George to see if we could qualify to lease a van. It was quite the experience; dealing with car dealerships usually is very interesting. Bottom line is that we might qualify for the basic model. Nothing extra, but apparently it must come standard to have a backup camera and blue tooth. I should get a call today or tomorrow to know for sure. Being Saturday when I went in the banks were closed and the Honda main office was busy. Plus they didn't have one of the basic models at the place I went, so they would have to get one.

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