How to Function

I don't know how to function anymore. Holy Cow I'm tired! Cole used to be a good boy and wake up around 7:30, but all of a sudden he wakes up before 6! I thought maybe the first couple days were just a fluke, but it's been 3 or 4 days in a row now, and I'm getting worn out. It's kinda my fault, because I should go to bed earlier. Yesterday I was so tired, I went to help my mom make some rice crispy treats and couldn't keep my eyes open. But it's so hard for me to go to bed. When all the kids are asleep, that's my "me" time. I get to do stuff I want to do, instead of stuff I have to do. The house may not be perfectly clean, but I don't feel guilty for staying up at night doing stuff I want to do. When during the day I feel guilty if I do my stuff and not clean. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but the bottom line is I AM TIRED! I would say maybe I'm just gonna have to take a nap during one of Coles naps, but I have an extra kid here, and don't know if I should. Knock on wood, but I can't believe Cole is actually behaving himself while I'm on the computer. Usually he's a pain in the butt, getting into EVERYTHING he shouldn't be.