Scarry

By popular demand I decided to post today :)  First of all I was going to post about our eventful evening last night, but my computer is not set up to the Internet at this time and I can't stand using my hubby's laptop, so this may be short.  I will tell you that we did fireworks, since my friend Melinda has to work on the 4th.  They bought a couple of the "new" legal ones, holy cow watch out.  They go up to....I don't know but they go really high, and sometimes they tip over and spin.  I think it was the first one they did went really high in the sky, then tipped over and spit out sparks in a whole circle.  Burnt a big hole in one of the chairs.  everyone went running, the kids about crapped their pants and wouldn't come out of the house after that.  I thought it was funny.  So if you are planning on doing some of the new legal fireworks tomorrow, be very careful! 

Okay to my post.  Holy crap I need to chill out!  I tend to get really honery when I'm trying to have a nice peaceful Sabbath day and my kids start to tick me off.  It's like saying "good bye spirit, hello Satan!"  I turn into the mom from heck, and I hate it.  I feel like I don't know how to be a mom half the time.  What are you post to do when they start fighting and yelling at each other.  When I try to referee they both tell me different stories, so what do ya do then?  If I could approach it and stay calm and control the vein that's about to pop out of my neck, it might be different and I could probably help solve things a lot easier.  I guess I just need to try  harder to STAY CALM!