Sunday, November 20, 2011

EMT

This stupid class is stressing me out!  I still feel very inadequate and very overwhelmed.  I keep telling myself that I need to chill, and Brenden still helps me to calm down, but I just STRESS!  I missed class on Thursday, because I just had to go to the midnight showing of “Breaking Dawn part 1”  We’ve had dumb classes up until the one I missed, so I stress.  I get there and we’re having a TEST, are you kidding me, so I stress.  After the test we start going over how to put an OPA and a NPA, so we have to go through a scenario in front of the whole class!    I’m freaking out because I have know idea what he want’s us to do, I don’t understand what’s going on.  I’m stressing out so bad that I’m sweating and almost crying.  I felt like a complete idiot!  I’m trying to listen to what everyone else is doing so I know what to do when it’s my turn, he calls my name and my mind goes absolutely blank!  I tell everyone how nervous I am and that my mind went blank, I did pretty good though, but I was so nervous and STRESSED!  I’ve had an enormous headache ever since.

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